love remains

How can anyone know what love is all about?!!..
How can anyone tell the difference between passion and pure selfish desire?!
If it is all that is there, then why doesn’t I feel secure?!..
How much should I give till I reach the other side?!..
Do I still love you?..
Well, I don’t know..
For all that is.. I tjink perhaps no.
I guess..you taught me how forget all about love..
I’m forever in your dept.
For that matter..
I’ve learned to move on..
To know that you’re not my only reason to live..
That I can breath without taking a breath for your heart before I take one for mine..
To know that without you I could also survive..
I loved you once..
Yes my dear sir, for all my heart..
I would riiped my heart from my own chest to give it to you if you wanted.. And forgot all about the pain.
Or have I done that already?!!..
For I thought you cared for me as much as I did care on your behalf..
I thought.. and how stupid I was when I thought that..
You would have done the same for me..
You would rip your heart out to give to me..
And forgot that you were smart to sacrifice your self for a stupid girl like me.
But for now, till my days end through..
I will always remember the way I used to love you.
But still from now on..
But still from now on..
You’ll have to forgive me as I move on.
I gave you my life once..but you never fullfilled.
And as I watched you break me even more.. you never felt sorry for the heart of mine that you torn.
I think it’s time for me to let you go..
As far as my concer you should probably know..
That I’ve had enough of the pain.. the torments thought that would keep me awake in the cold winter nights. Without the worwth that you promised me before.
That I’m completely over you..
For me now.. you’re just a shade from beyond any concerns..
You’re just a few remains of my past which I’m more than glade now to say..
I will no longer keep a memory of you..
Neither will keep any of your love remains.