what i hate about you..

i hate that i miss u so much..
i hate that i dream of u at night
i hate that when i try to catch ur shade in the dark it just fades away
like u were just from the begening..nothing but a shade.
i hate how much i love
i hate that u are not around
and above all of this i hate that i still can see u
when i close my eyes
even when my soul is no longer around