yet another QUOTE!!

"I've learned that things change,
ppl change..
and it doesnt mean u forget to try to cover it up
it simply means that u move on..
and treasure the memories"


jst a quote i thought i might begin with :)
for a new era..
a new life that is reborned from the ashes
and let it be a glaring phoenix that rises from the dirt
to fly above the enormous sky of liberty

rehab

Baby Baby
When we first met, I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped into one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to ya (to ya)
Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do ya (do ya)?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you are the one to blame
And now I feel like - ooh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what i get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
You should just go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept
You'd do anything for the one you love
Cause anytime that you needed me, I'd be there
Its like you were my favorite drug
The only problem was that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know that it's not meant to be
You gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to ya (to ya)
Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do ya?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you are the one to blame
Cause now I feel like - ooh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what i get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Oh - Oh
Now ladies gimme that..
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh-Oh
Oh Oh Ouh Oh
Now gimme that
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh-Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Now ladies gimme that..
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh-Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Now gimme that
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh-Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh

Oh

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what i get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked in to rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I've gotta check in to rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

sometimes i like being left alone..

i sometimes have this urge that shuts anything else in me..
the urge to push everybody away
and jst b with my self
i wanna go far away..
and never wanna look back
the past hurts.. u know
everything that we once had became something else
more dreadful
more severe..

sometimes i like being left alone..
jst to b with my self and think..
what have i done to deserve such an injury?!..
such pain that kills me inside over and OVER AGAIN!!
all what u have been to me.. was a lovely shade..
u were e remarkable dream
a dream that i can't jst quite forget..

i want it back !!
every thing..

the dragging lulls.. and the visionary whispers cutting the edge of the night ..

the thing is
i don't want you any more

i want someone else..
someone who actually cares ..
someone who wants me the same as i need him ..

i want someone who is much better than you..
but right now ...
i jst want to be left alone..
jst by my self ..

dedicated to my talented baby sister..

i wrote this piece 2 years ago in a final exam in writting..

it's about childhood friend..


i don't know why.. but i jst felt like publishin' it..

dedicated to my talented baby sister :)
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Childhood Friend

I remember it as if it were yesterday. The first time she appeared in my life to make it blossom, like a wild dashing rose. I never had any friends actually. Not until I was 15. But with her I never needed any friends. Her name is Miral. In Turkish it meant a young Gazelle. And so was she, a young, wild, lovable Deer. When ever I think of her I remember all of her "Childhood Adventures" as I like to call them. One of her own adventures that I like to remember is backing a cake on the kitchen's floor. She was only 4 while I was 8. My mother found her on the floor putting milk and eggs on the flour. And she was very happy with her "Cake on the Floor". Mom was very angry but I laughed till the other day. Another accident of her lovable games I still remember is "Swimming with the Fishes". We found her in the bathroom sink swimming with the uncooked fish my father bought us for dinner. Yes. She was always a trouble maker. But somehow I was in love with the way she makes life noisy but yet comfortable to live. I admit it. Being an older sister always gave me something to fear. But she always made me want to be a better person. She was always by my side when I needed her. And that's all what friendship is about. I've watched her growing up over the years of my life like a wild Gazelle. And yet I've watched her making life such a fantasy world worth to live. I'm proud to say it now after 13 years of giving and caring. That she is my young sister, my real best friend.
Written by,
Nehal

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all the drawings in this piece are by my talented baby sister :)
hope she achieve her dream of getting into Art school :)
may God bless u with a HAPPY, Wonderful new year Marmar :)